Like clothing

I feel so distant with them. I don't like that. I used to think not hearing from them is the worst feeling, but it isn't surprisingly. It doesn't bother me one bit now. I'm hardly aware of it. Alhamdulillah Shukr for that! But not knowing what they are up to, how they have been, that I don't like. It is not a very bothering feeling, it's kind of uncomfortable and especially when I have to hear it through others, that doesn't make sense, that makes me feel so distant, like I'm not close enough to them and I am the person who is supposed to be the closest to them. Like clothing. Insha Allah.