So glad I had thought of asking for that favor. Anything to not go through the broken feeling again. I don't have time to spend in pieces, I need to be whole. Besides, I doubt if I have it in me to go through it again.
I am so grateful to them for doing me that favor. Alhamdulillah.
Do I sense a pattern here? The cycle. How much more time of this silence?
I am not sad. Alhamdulillah, I am happy. But I have this sort of restless feeling. I don't feel right untill I know for sure that they are pleased with me.
A conversation that ends on a not so satisfactory note makes me restless till I can have the next one.
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