Phase 2

I'm past hurting like crazy and now its just the pain of missing them-phase 2.

I miss them like crazy. Not hearing from them is the hardest thing. Not being able to look forward to hearing from them hurts so bad.

I hate not knowing what they are up to. I hate not being able to tell then what I'm up to.

But Alhamdulillah, atleast I don't feel broken and shattered anymore. I'm whole, pretty close to being happy.

But I cried even this morning. I must be crazy. I am. About them.