Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
But there is also love
Days pass. Things happen, but days continue to pass. Some are blurred, some are vivid.
There's a lot to say. The one on top of my mind right now is this: I am pregnant.
Alhamdulillah.
As for the other things; like I said. Marriage is marriage. Life is life. Neither is easy. I can say my life as my mother's and father's daughter was easier. Easy, responsibility-free life. I miss my home. I miss every nook and corner of it. I miss the freedom I had there. I miss my family. But things have changed now, and I have to accept Allah's decree. I am a wife, housewife, mother-to-be; insha Allah. When everything is perfect, there is no meaning to life. So I embrace this little hardship. Because I know ease will come. Insha Allah. Because I put my trust in Allah.
Maybe, hardship and ease will keep coming untill eternal ease-Paradise is here. Insha Allah. And I live happily, hoping for the final reward, hoping for Allah's reward, for Allah's mercy on me.
So everytime I'm hurt. I am rewarded. Everytime I be patient; I am rewarded. Insha Allah. Allah hears me. He hears every thought that runs through my head. Allah knows what's in my heart. And who can make things easy better than Allah? Who can solve problems better than Allah? No one. And so I turn to Him.
But it's not all hardships and no happiness; there is love, there is happiness. There is peace and tranquility.
As for the tiny pain, insha Allah, it will go away. I will strive for it. Insha Allah.
I put my trust in you, Allah.
There's a lot to say. The one on top of my mind right now is this: I am pregnant.
Alhamdulillah.
As for the other things; like I said. Marriage is marriage. Life is life. Neither is easy. I can say my life as my mother's and father's daughter was easier. Easy, responsibility-free life. I miss my home. I miss every nook and corner of it. I miss the freedom I had there. I miss my family. But things have changed now, and I have to accept Allah's decree. I am a wife, housewife, mother-to-be; insha Allah. When everything is perfect, there is no meaning to life. So I embrace this little hardship. Because I know ease will come. Insha Allah. Because I put my trust in Allah.
Maybe, hardship and ease will keep coming untill eternal ease-Paradise is here. Insha Allah. And I live happily, hoping for the final reward, hoping for Allah's reward, for Allah's mercy on me.
So everytime I'm hurt. I am rewarded. Everytime I be patient; I am rewarded. Insha Allah. Allah hears me. He hears every thought that runs through my head. Allah knows what's in my heart. And who can make things easy better than Allah? Who can solve problems better than Allah? No one. And so I turn to Him.
But it's not all hardships and no happiness; there is love, there is happiness. There is peace and tranquility.
As for the tiny pain, insha Allah, it will go away. I will strive for it. Insha Allah.
I put my trust in you, Allah.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Patience pays off
Patience pays off. I craved for understanding and I got exactly that. Alhamdulillah. May it be so always. Insha Allah.
And I wept out of my love for Allah, out of his compassion for me.
Allahu Akbar.
And I wept out of my love for Allah, out of his compassion for me.
Allahu Akbar.
Monday, January 3, 2011
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