" It's not easy to hold it in inside;
nor is this silence I willingly abide,
so I let my words through these pages ride"

Saturday, October 2, 2010

I smile

I heard from them, again. Only this time, it wasn't a response to my desperate pleads, because I had stopped pleading and calling their name in my head. Every time I see that little icon on my phone, I hope against all possibilities that it's them, and when I see it isn't, disappointment washes over me. Although today, I was sure that it wasn't them, I was ready to embrace the disappointment, but to my surprise, it's them.

And I smile my biggest smile. I smile because it was so different from last time. I smile because I'm no longer hurting.

All praises be to Allah.

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